2015-15‑04 — My Home, 02:41 AM
I've never been one to believe in ghosts; I always thought they were too other-worldly to be real, but after what just happened, I don't think I can deny it any longer. I was lying on my couch in the living room when I heard some weird noises coming from the bathroom. It almost sounded like someone talking. I was scared shitless, and there was no way I was getting anywhere close to it, so I decided to leave my house, but after I unlocked the door, it wouldn't open, no matter how hard I tried. What's even worse is that the lights shut off, and I had to break down my door.
I called a priest the next day, hoping he would do something, and so far, nothing else has happened.
I hope I never have to write something like this again.
2016.25.08 - The Forest Behind my House, 5:09 PM
I can't believe I'm doing this again. Small things happened now and again, and I wrote them off as a coincidence. But this must have been a ghost; there's no other possible option.
I was walking through the forest on a dirt path, and once I was about halfway through it, I swear I saw a hanging body. It didn't look like anybody I knew, but I promise that it was there.
However, after I blinked, it disappeared as if it had never been there to begin with. For the rest of my walk, I felt like someone was right behind me, doing nothing but looking at me.
I only felt safe once I arrived at my house.
2016.27.08 - My House, 8:35 PM
I've tried everything I can I put salt all around the house, I meditated, I put crosses everywhere, I even bought fucking magical crystals, anything to help stop whatever's happening to me, but nothing works.
I can't keep this up much longer. I feel like I'm going insane every time something remotely weird happens. I saw something on TV today. I can't explain what I saw, and I can't find it anywhere, but I think someone was trying to communicate with me. Maybe it wasn't even real. I haven't slept in two days, and it's getting to my head. I should see a doctor.
I think I'm starting to see things.
2018.03.05 - Bridge, 2:53 AM
I can't do this anymore, it's just too much to handle.
I've been debating whether living is worse than death, but every time I try to end it,
I can't bring myself to do it, or rather, I physically can't do it.
Ironically, the thing that's been tormenting me all these years is the one that keeps saving my life;
it saves me just to make me more insane the next day. I've cut all contact with family and friends
I can't risk the ghost hurting them... or worse.
2019.28.01 - My Home, 1:00 AM
Nothing, the first day in however many years that nothing happened.
Have I lost my mind and stopped acknowledging the things happening around me, or has the spirit given up?
It's the first time I've slept for more than 30 minutes, and everything seems normal.
I don't understand why it would stop now, after such a long time. Why stop now? I still feel that
I'm being watched, like a crocodile waiting for the perfect moment to strike.
Maybe it's waiting for me to let my guard down.
2022.25.12 - ■■■■■■■■■■■, 2:00 AM
I see everything and nothing, all that is, was, and ever will be.
It was never trying to hurt me; it wanted me to see what I shouldn't have ever seen.
All I had to do was accept it into my life.
I have witnessed the face of ■■■■■■ and it was the most beautiful thing in the world.
I am no longer afraid.
2019.28.01 - My Home, 1:00 AM
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